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my dad lied to me about college
im so lost i have no i dea what im going to do about the whole situation
and peole that matter a lot to me, dont give me the time of day
and no. im not emo.
so shut the hell up
cause my mom didnt ground me, and im not cutting myself because of it
im just sad
and slightly confused
and i want to join a convent?
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[12 Mar 2006|10:04pm] |
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i stop writting in livejournal for 15 mintues and when i come back the whole damn thing is different.
whats going on, strange cruel world?
anway
sams birthday was yesterday. see?
i wrecked a car
but not mine.
kelli's moving to south carolina thursday
rocco is a soccer maniac!
i didnt even start siddhartha yet and joe just informed me its due tomorrow?
i officially cannot go to kendall next year
and last night was really funny.
think that covers it.
oh &
i started going to bible study
tis all.
goodnight!
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| who is brandon nowakowski? |
[27 Jan 2006|11:05pm] |
virginia beach in 2 months and 16 days
maybe im jumping the gun by starting a countdown already,
but i dont care
i deserve a vaction, and so do the other girls =)
my report card came today. did pretty damn good on exams
brandon nowakowski's report card came today as well.
too bad he doesnt live here =(
maybe his grades are bad
and since the report card came to my house,
he wont get grounded until a week or so from now.
that way
he can take his girlfriend out for her birthday as planned, without hassel from his parents. then she'll fall deeply in love with him, and they'll get married.
JUST kidding.
leave it to me to find romance in a postal mix up
PS. i have drawing fundamentals 6th hour this semester.
is it wrong that im falling in love with an art class? cause i am.
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| who is mr. fear? |
[18 Jan 2006|07:18pm] |
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oh man
maybe one day i'll put those pictures up. for now, i dont care.
heres headlines i guess:
-exams havent been too bad. im failing out of school though, so maybe they are bad. i dont know. at least english wasnt quite as torturous as i thought.
-im learning italian from pia and some other people/things. like this cd thing. myabe next time you talk to me, you wont understand cause i'll be all crazy speaking in another language!!!! too bad its like that now. i speak english- just too fast, and noone can seem to understand me *shrug*
-i might possibly be in love. welll, not love. but you know. we'll see how things work out. hey. its something. right?
-jackie is going to have her baby soon- my guess is saturday at 930ish =D
its going to be like babymania all over the place!
-wicked is coming june 15!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-im going!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-ichthus is also june 15th. we're gunna drive down there by ourselves this year. no church, cause chruch = too much drama and too much yelling.
yuck.
-if you wanna go, you should let me know cause i think we're gunna order tickets soonish.
-i am determined to go to chicago next year. im sending in my deposit either tomorrow or friday. and angela's for sure gunna be there too, so that way i'll know at least one person in that big city. im still trying to get my parents on the same page with me about all this. they think i wont be able to pay off all the student loans- but i beg to differ. i'll get rich and open my own place and pay them back right away. i swear.
maybe not, but i have faith in myself to some degree. this is where im meant to be. i can feel it.
-finally, miss pig lost an arm yesterday =(
im very upset
x 6.
i wonder how it feels?
poor baby
piggy.
whatever.
ahh im done!!!!!!!!!!!!
thanks for reading if you actually did.
give your self a pat on the back, slugger =)
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| post office |
[21 Nov 2005|10:37pm] |
im sorry for this soon to be boring post, but:
ap bio pretty much blows
but thats not really why im posting
im posting to inform you
that the next post i post
will be, in fact, a picture post
!!!
get excited
=)
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[15 Nov 2005|09:48pm] |
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scream if you love icecream!!
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[12 Nov 2005|07:28am] |
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oakland GO FOR THE GOLD
how about GO FOR A NAP
i dont even want to go to oakland, but for some reasn my dad is convinced that this tour is essential to my college decision making process.
ahhwell
PS. this entry is mostly for sam. i wont be able to tell her all this until much later, and im just no good at waiting, so ive decided to write it here.
PSS. have a wonderful saturday
and dont forget to do your english papers =)
PSSS. justin salazar is amazing for sending us this song!!!! and in the words of sammy, we love him :-) with all our hearts
( they dont call her samm for nothin.. )
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[04 Nov 2005|10:31pm] |
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Ariel needs an actual doorway that can be opened and closed to serve as
a focal point for her power
Ariel needs a home.
Ariel needs your help to put the statue back together.
Ariel needs to maintain a sense of sarcasm to make this known.
Ariel needs additional resources that a commercial vendor can provide
Ariel needs to be tied down to the life of the body
Ariel needs to be avoided
Ariel needs constant super-vision Ariel needs to learn how to have
fun
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[03 Nov 2005|09:05pm] |
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today i feel stuck.
somedays im golden.
yes i just said golden-
but it works right now.
somedays im moving forward at a rate that suprises even me.
on these days, nothing is wrong, i could care less what other people do, and im happy with myself.
its not exactly apathy...its just me being secure.
then other days,
like today,
im right back at the beginning--mentally..emotionally--whatever. its square one all over again.
how do i get unstuck?
and why do i get stuck in the first place?
today was actually good--
i laughed a lot
and i cooked a dinner that everyone liked. you know how important that is to me?sheesh..that right there should have been enough to make me week.
its not that im depressed..
i just keep reliving, rexpericing things that i would rather not think about. and it always happens at the weirdest times.
like at the grocery store today, and when i was watching smallville.
I wasnt even thinking when i was watching smallville.
all of a sudden im overcome with this stupid wave of memories--memories of things that ive gotten over, resolved, or just plain forgotten.
i dont understand why im doing this to myself.
only
i think i know exactly why.
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[29 Oct 2005|06:47pm] |
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heyY!
send me some pictures guys
of absolutely anything
this weekend i learned:
i cant sew
hot chocolate is a life saver
trading in my car for a school bus is looking like a good alternative
im very excellent at finding distractions when cleaning my room
this livejournal is a distraction
going to chicago will cause my family to pretty much live in a cardboard box
staying home sometimes feels really good
hypocrites suck--and thats why best friends were invented =)
this computer room is extra messy
i love halloween!!!!
hmm.
this was a lame entry =)
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| sunny day real estate takes me home |
[18 Oct 2005|09:06pm] |
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whats everyone doing for halloween?
well maybe i'll have a bonfire, so come over guys.
oh yeah
and should i be tink or the little mermaid?
cause my hair is definitely tinkerbell, but the name is all about the mermaid.
feedback would be nice =)
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| or for the sadness |
[10 Oct 2005|06:54pm] |
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And I don’t know where you went when you left me but
Says here in the water you must be gone by now
I can tell somehow
One hand on the trigger of a telephone
Wonderin' when the call comes
Where you say it’s alright
You got your heart right
Maybe I’ll sleep inside my coat and
Wait on your porch ‘till you come back home
Oh, right.
I can’t find a flight
We share the sadness
Split screen sadness
Two wrongs make it all alright tonight
Two wrongs make it all alright tonight
Two wrongs make it all alright tonight
Two wrongs make it all alright tonight
"All you need is love" is a lie 'cause
We had a love but we still said goodbye
Now we’re tired, battered fighters
And it stings when it nobody’s fault cause there's
Nothing to blame at the drop of your name
It’s only the air you took and the breath you left
( So maybe I’ll sleep inside my coat and )
Wait on your porch 'til you come back home
Oh, right.
I can’t find a flight
So I’ll check the weather wherever you are
Cause I wanna know if you can see the stars tonight
It might be my only right
We share the sadness
(two wrongs make it all alright tonight)
Split screen sadness
(two wrongs make it all alright tonight)
We share the sadness
(two wrongs make it all alright tonight)
Split screen sadness
(two wrongs make it all alright tonight)
I called
because
I just
Need to feel you on the line
Don’t hang up this time
And I know it was me who called it over but
I still wish you'd fought me ‘til your dying day
Don’t let me get away
Cause I can’t wait to figure out what’s wrong with me
So I can say 'this is the way that I used to be
There’s no substitute for time
Or for the sadness
(two wrongs make it all alright tonight)
Split screen sadness
(two wrongs make it all alright tonight)
We share the sadness
(two wrongs make it all alright tonight)
Split screen sadness
(two wrongs make it all alright tonight)
Oh and the sadness
It's alright, it's alright
Oh and the sadness
It's alright, it's alright
Oh and the sadness
It's alright, it's alright
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[09 Oct 2005|09:16pm] |
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so i had a whole entry typed with 35464352 pictures in it
but then my computer got pissy
and x'd out of everything.
so heres a few lame ones..
( believe me adia )
tomorrow i'll pick up the homecoming/apple orchard ones, and we'll see what happens.
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[05 Oct 2005|07:28pm] |
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can i get a
"what, what"
?
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[02 Oct 2005|02:32pm] |
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homecoming was pretty good...
give or take a few things.
it would have been nice to have a date
but my amazing friends made up for that.
andd im very proud--
cause even though i got a little upset during some parts of the dance..i actually let myself have fun. crazy, i know.
i promised myself when i was getting ready for work this morning that im going to stop punishing myself for things i cant control. i also realized that i define myself by my relationships--i'll do anything to be loved, because thats what i feel makes me worthy.
thats not right, and it needs to stop. my flesh wants a boyfriend. my spirit wants God. im thinking that in the long run, boys who break my heart wont hold a candle compared to that most important thing i my life. (or what should be)
SO
basically--its time to get my priorities in order.
its just too bad it took 3 boys and a broken heart to see all this.
ready,
set,
go
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[26 Sep 2005|07:06pm] |
<td>
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| Your arch-nemesis is: | Lucille Ball |
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| Why? | Because you were flirting with their mom |
| The winner will be... | Them |
| Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com |
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| so much for journals |
[10 Sep 2005|10:48am] |
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i havent updated in forever.
stevenson crushed ike. =o
amazing
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[28 Aug 2005|03:05pm] |
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( insert name here )
school in a day and a half.
insane how fast things went by.
lets check my list:
(the ones bolded are the ones i did)
( whoa baby )
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